#grief don't be fooled you never stop grieving

Today was bizzare for me. I actually had to rethink my father's funeral to make sure it really happened. Over two years and I am still trying to convince myself that it may be a dream. He is gone and I know it...I just don't want it to be so. I have so much to tell him and he isn't with me. The pain is simply unbearable sometimes. In my book, I wrote a long diary, for a full year, and now that, too, seems unreal. The world keeps turning, but which way?
"My Father's Straw Hat" Tate Publishing/or Amazon.com
Patrica A. Colucci Author